smiles.

since this thing is always filed with such sad posts its time indeed for a happy one. 

even though i have a huge micro test this wednesday, finals next monday, tuesday, wednesday and two more finals the week after, I've found a way to make me smile by thinking about thanksgiving, christmas, and BREAK :)

i love love love love love love love love christmas.  however, i feel so kawawa for thanksgiving,no one gives it a chance.  its such an unloved holiday, like just look at everywhere you go now its all decorated for christmas KOST 103.5 even started playing their christmas songs already. poor thanksgiving.  anyway i cannot wait to go shopping, be home, hang out with my family, and FINALLY take a break from school. ah, just thinking about christmas makes me happy.  during halloween i was excited for christmas, you can probably feel my excitement by just reading this.  i wanted to go decorate the bushes and trees outside my building but they might kick me out.  kay i need to go do something productive! ah i love christmas. 

here's a haiku: 

christmas songs and trees

lets take pictures with santa

cookies and milk,fat.

the hated, the forgotten, & the loved.

Dear ________, 

There are only a handful of people that I can say I hate and by chance or fate, whichever you prefer, you are one of them.  

Dear________, 

You may have started by having good intentions, but now I consider you a for lack of a better word, a bad friend.  I apologize for giving up on our friendship, but I just don't care and apparently neither do you.  

Dear________, 

Thanks for impacting my life so much that i can actually say i miss you and mean it.  I actually make an effort to keep our friendship, I know I'm always busy with studying and what not, but don't think i forgot about you.

*these are the 3 types of people I have in my life: the hated, the forgotten, and the loved.  decide for yourself what you are.