i found this very fitting to this blog. have you ever noticed that once you've graduated from any school and need to go back for various reasons the faculty and staff are so much nicer and relaxed. i've had to go back to providence twice since i've graduated and now all the teaches and office people act like they wanna be my new best friend, asking me questions about the future and sharing their own personal stories about when their children went off to college. it's cute, but weird haha. i guess once you're out of their everyday routine and aren't giving them any problems or grey hairs they love/appreciate you so much more. it's weird having to go back to providence, i feel like i'm not even part of it anymore. i saw some kiddies who i'm guessing will be freshman wondering who i was and acting like it was their school, oh please. i suppose you can say it was naive of me to feel that since i wasn't going to providence next year and that i'm graduated, providence in some ways, should stop too. but they don't, while every class leaves they get ready in anticipation for the next class to follow. new faces arrive and are welcomed, while familar faces take their leave and say goodbye.
anyway, i do love the whole not working and enjoying summer. don't get me wrong i'm so happy that i've finally graduated from there and don't have to worry about the, for a lack of better words, gay and ridicously homework. but i guess you can say that i will miss providence. when i went to go pick up my prom pictures i could remember all those mornings in the hallway when we'd sit on the floor, dread that untraditional bell ring and the groans/comments like "omg i didn't finish copying my homework" haha. well new begginings and new memories to come.
btw. haikus for the day:
goodbye my stye eye
you came senior year, fuck you
i won't forget you
oh my dear stye eye
now when people get a stye
they think of me, great
-sam
