so long

i get to move out tomorrow, exciting? sort of but it's more of a bittersweet feeling. it means i'm going to have to grow up and assume more responibilities, "growing old is mandatory but growing up is optional." not that i don't want to grow up i'm just not in a rush to. i guess the big part that i'm going to miss is being care/worry free.

it just makes me sad knowing that i won't get to see my friends everyday, we won't have our conversations that can carry on for hours about anything and everything. but i know that the friends who i'm supposed to have in my life will make the effort to stay in my life. and i'll make the effort to stay in theirs. but to be honest i've already started to loose the closeness i had with some people. a friendship can't stand when only one person is putting in effort, it needs to be reciprocated. like the saying goes "don't make someone a priority when they only make you an option."

to end on a happy note i watched some cheetahnutsindiaoneworldlove ish and it wasn't the movie that made it fun, but the people i was with. so thanks for making my last night home a cute one.

haiku for the day:

so long sweet summer

the olympics were fun but

time for school, oh Lord.